I’ll Leave My Own World Behind

1. Just like the young ruler, I thought I could place
    One hand on the world and one hand on God’s grace;
But Jesus commanded, “Sell all that you prize,
    And lay up your treasures beyond earthly skies!”

Refrain:
I’ll leave my own world behind,
    For self-center’d dreams make me run around blind;
God fill all my vision,
God rule all my mind!
    And leave my own world behind.

2. I thought of my off’rings, my good works, my prayers:
    I give God so much, can’t I take a few shares?
But one bit of leaven destroys the whole lump,
    And one selfish Achan infects the whole camp.
Refrain

3. I’m tired and weary, exhausted within,
    Of trying to cling to my world of sin;
So long I’ve been hiding this heart and home strife,
    With haste now I’ll leave it, and start a new life!
Refrain

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This song is based on a series of studies from our International Camp Meeting of 2003. You can download the transcript of those studies by clicking on the link here, or at the cover picture at the top right. The complete slideshow presentation for this theme is also available here: Leaving Our Own World – Slideshow.

The studies started with a consideration of the ten virgins from the parable of Matthew 25:1-13. Five of these virgins were not ready to meet their Lord, even though they associated with those who were looking for that event, and professed to be preparing for it. What was it that prevented them from being ready? What did they do with their time when they should have been getting ready?

In the parable, the readiness is manifested by having “oil in their vessels”. Oil represents the Holy Spirit, and the vessel is the human soul. How is one filled with this oil? By “asking, seeking, and knocking” (Matthew 7:7,8). This filling of the oil represents the character work within the human, bringing him into likeness with Christ, and oneness with Him in His Father’s work to bless the world. It means centering in His work, and making that the first aim.

But the foolish virgins fail to do this, and the reason is that they have distracted themselves with “their own world.” They are actually centered in their own pursuits, ideas, and pleasures, but try to carry these on within the household of God. They try to marry God’s work with their own, so as to have the benefit of both.

But while they are able to keep up a good appearance in normal times, when the crisis comes, and God’s work requires a sudden sacrifice, they are found without the necessary character strength and faith that can handle this kind of pressure. The fig-leaves of their own righteousness are torn away, and they do not have the fitness to endure the test and carry on the work.

The rich young ruler (Mark 10:17-23) is an excellent example of this type of problem. He wanted to follow Christ, but Jesus discerned that he was building on his own earthly treasures and attainments. Jesus told him to “sell all” but this was too great a sacrifice. He could not let go of “his own world.” He had another god before the true God, and this robbed him of the joy and freedom he could have had in following the Saviour. His real potential was never realized.

A note about the melody
There is a melody phrase in the chorus around the words, “God fill all my vision, God rule all my mind” which is borrowed from the opening notes of the ancient Irish hymn: Be Thou My Vision. This is intentional, as they have the same message.

Tags: Foolish, Oil, Renunciation, Repentance, Sacrifice, Virgins, Wise